Didie's creating a reason for me to update this blog

1) Were you named after anyone?
Yup... My mom & dad... First 2 letters of my name came from my mom's name and last three letters were my dad's... So what's left? RE.. heheheh

2) When was the last time you cried?
Baru kejap tadi.. mata masuk habuk...

3) Do you like your handwriting?
Depends on pen and mood on that particular time..

4) What is your favourite lunch meal?
I like too many things... Easier to list down things i don't like... Taugeh, mushroom, laksa (except laksa johor & laksam).

5) Do you have kids?
Terasa mcm ada... Byk betul anak2 yg nak kena jaga

6) If you were another person, would you like to be friends with you?
Definitely... Who would listen to your complaints of your own created prob?

7) Do you use sarcasm?
Yup.. sometimes, when decent way doesn't work.

8) Do you still have your tonsils?
Yes.

9) Would you bungee jump?
Probably... As long as there's no crocodile nun di bawah sana..

10) What is your favourite cereal?
Banana crunch... i rarely had cereal....

11) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Never. Except my safety boots sbb hi-cut & leather yg keras... kalau tak, kaki2 aku pon bley tanggal...

12) What is your favourite ice–cream?
Anything minty, after eight, choc mint, mint choc chip.. terasa nak makan eskrem skrg jugak..

13) What is the first thing you notice about people?
Hmmmm... the way they dress (brief def of their personality)

14) Red or pink?
Red

15) What is the least favourite thing about yourself?
Being unable to focus...

16) Who do you miss the most?
Hmmm.... biarlah rahsia... hahahhaha

17) Do you want everyone to complete this list?
I guess most of my frens already did this tag... sesiapa terasa nak jawap sila men'tag' diri sendiri ye...

18) What colour of trousers and shoes are your wearing?
Right now? bare footed and grey shorts... dah nak tido ni...

19) What are you listening to right now?
Yuna's Greek Goddess... Me, Yuna likey2

20) If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Black.... No colours could be seen in total darkness.. u get what i mean?

21) Favourite smells?
Fruity....

22) The last person you talked to on the phone?
Zoo... a uni fren

23) Do you like the person who sent you this?
She's a special someone who can annoy you till you feel like killing her... But i still love her... (yeah, it's you didie... jgn asyik speed reading jer)

24) Favourite sports to watch?
Synchronize swimming, ballroom dancing and anything with kewl hunks and hot chics... huhuhu....

25) Hair colour?
Black, dark brown and a few strands of white stress threads... :D

26) Eye colour?
Dark brown

27) Do you wear contacts?
Yup... but not everyday... Woke up too early to put it on.. so most of working days, i'm wearing glasses

28) Favourite food?
uishh... susah nak jawap soklan ni....

28) Scary or happy endings?
Why scary and not sad or something else? No matter what, i want a happy ending..

29) Last movie you watched?
Cinema- Angels & Demons, Streaming-The n*ked kitchen (Ini bukan cerita biru ok? sila lah streaming di mysoju)

30) What colour of shirt are you wearing?
Black

31) Summer or winter?
Winter kot... sbb tak pernah rasa duduk tempat ada snow..

32) Favourite dessert?
Another difficult question....

33) Most likely to respond?
Sebab aku tertinggal ketapi, rasa nya takde dah org yg blom buat kot

34) Least likely to respond?
Among frens, i'm the most SENGAL to update blog.. so takde sapa hendak ditundingkan jari dah

35) What books are you reading?
Natsuo Kirino's Grotesque

36) What is on your mousepad?
Mouse la... nama pon mouse pad... but i don't have any.. hahahha

37) What did you watch last night?
Slingshot, Chit chat with the beauties... (never heard of these? it's on KBS world)

38) Rolling Stones? Beattles?
Beattles

39) Where is the furthest you have been from home?
Another universe... tu dlm mimpi la.... Paris? Senegal? Mana lg jauh?

40) Do you have a special talent?
Making fun of myself before anybody else could do so.

41) Where were you born?
Wad bersalin hospital tampin

42) Whose answers are you looking forward to getting back?
Kena blog hopping and read my fren's answers.. Cuz... ko dah buat lom tag ni... klu blom i'm tagging my super kewl cuz lila..

Been Busy

Tina forced me to write. Another boring thurday... hahahah.. went out with Rina, Maw & Irin for dinner yesterday at one utama. It has been awhile since we last went out together. I think the last time was before Faiez left.

We had A&W and been chatting like there's no tomorrow. Got home at 11 and i was damn tired but still i couldn't sleep. Ended up watching tv till 1. This weekend I'm planning to fix the curtain rail & hand bidet to my KD house, move my things there, mmmm and never ending list of errands to run.

Work, work and work

Time flies. I was unemployed for about 4 months. My visa seems to have problems and i couldn't be bothered to wait for it. Went for a few interviews and i was offered a job scope that i find interesting but not to my expertise. But i took the job anyway to challenge myself.

I've been working for almost two months now. Kinda enjoying the working life, better la dari jobless (penniless). Most of the days balik around 8pm.. only sometimes dapat balik awal.. Super busy sampai tak sempat nak buat routine gossiping session with panel2 tetap, tak lain dan tak bukan didie & yaya.

Promised yaya to have lunch together pon dah berkali2 cancel. Sori ek yaya, jgn marah aku.. aku pon lapor gak.

Last weekend i went to hire a contractor to do necessary works so that my apartment can be liveable. The recent price hike memang giler la. Wrought iron grille for my main door pon cost me almost 2k. Pengsan makcik camni. So buat menda2 yg patut jer la dulu.

Ok la.. need to sambung keje.. Ni break kejap jer nak lapang kan kepala otak yg dah beku ni. Will update soon (hopefully)..

8 Random Facts

I was tagged by K. Aneez. Thanks for tagging me, at least i have something to update my blog.. Hahahah

The Rules:

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.

2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.

3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.

4. Let them know they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.



List eight (8) random facts about myself:

1. I have problem focusing on things i'm doing. I am easily distracted by anything, even beluncas melintas pon boleh mengganggu gugat concentration. So I'll do one thing for a while and switch to another after awhile.
2. Most of my friends said that i'm heartless, but the thruth is i just dunno how to express myself. And I hate losing my cool...
3. When i was in primary school, kena rotan tu benda biasa for me. Dari sebesar2 rotan sampai la sekecik2 rotan aku dah rasa sebab aku memang malas buat homework. Or sebenar nye tak pernah buat homework. I dun have a book for a subject, semua buku aku macam rojak, BM, english, and other subject all in one book. Thank god when i was in STF i learn to do my homework (meniru homework sebenarnya)
4. When i was in standard 2, aku still baca merangkak2. My spelling and grammar lagi la, tunggang langgang. I guess sampai sekarang pon spelling & grammar aku macam tu lagi. The only book i love to read is the atlas.
5. I don't swim but i float.. ehehehe... (teringat iklan Digi- En. Kuning pegi diving)
6. I am not fussy about food but I hate taugeh. I hate it when i hafta to siang taugeh, dah la mmg tak makan pon. I don't like mushroom and i don't eat laksa too except laksa johor and laksam.
7. I can't stand staying with my parents more than 3 days. Nanti start la sandiwara, telenovela or you name it whatever you want.
8. Aku pernah bertumbuk dengan a boy when i was in standard 5 sampai kena panggil dgn HM. It was a reflect after he kicked me on my tummy because i accidentally punch his BCG yang tengah bengkak.

Aku tak tau sapa aku nak tag. Tapi aku tag jugak la. So to Lila, K.Yan, Leymah, Aleem, K. Dilla, Irin, Faiez sila lah yer. Kalau malas tak yah.. :D

Lie...to lies

Have you ever lied? Well i believe every single soul on earth has done it, maybe not often, but everybody has done that. When we were little, our parents and people around us always say, "Tak baik tau menipu", "Always tell the truth", "Tipu tu berdosa tau", etc..etc..etc.. But when we got older and wiser, we who were taught not to lie, lied and keep on lying.

We will be giving so many reasons when we were asked on why we lied, i.e. "we doesn't want to hurt the person we love", " we doesn't want people to misundestand" and whatever we wish to make people believe on why we lied. Some even lied to get they *ss out of trouble.

But one simple lie will lead to another. It will later be a chain of lies and if you could not syncronize them well, your lies will be exposed.

Recently, a very close person to me threw lies to my face. I just knew that T was lying, but i pretended that i believed whatever T said. T must have a good reason on why T lied.

Being Transparent

I adore people who are very transparent, having no problem to express their feelings and be true of what they think of something. You can simply tell whether their are happy, miserable, sad or mad. Say what they wanna say, expessing themselve without doubts or worry that the words they said might hurt others.

Being me, i can't really put off my mask. Pretending cool when i'm in deep sh*t, pretending happy when i'm in trouble. It's not that i like to be pretencious, i just don't wanna make people worried or spoilt their happy mood.

Some frens told me that i'm their pier of strength, but the truth is, i might not be that strong but what people believe in me did effect me. Or sometimes i have to be the way i'm supposed to for their sake. Frens always come/talk to me when they have problems. Frankly i feel honoured to listen to u guys, all the things that all of you have been thru actually made me stronger and grateful.

I just wished i would have the done the same thing to vent out every single thing that bothers me. But out of sudden, lidah terus terkelu, and mulut pon berat jer nak ckp. Not until the rite time (which depends on me). But my close buddies know whenever i am having a problem, but they won't ask a thing, not until aku cakap sendirik. Well they know me better, i won't tell when i don't feel like telling, so takde makna nye pon kalau cuba korek rahsia.. Hahahaha

i guess i'm getting emo here. The fact that i'll be leaving al my closest buddies makes me sad. There are more exciting things waiting but u guys won't be around. I'm gonna miss all my weekend routine, coofee'ing' @ starbucks/mamak, gossip2 during makan sessions, having 'intelectual discussions'.. huwaaaa

Leymah Tagged Me

1) Name of a person who made you laugh last night
Alice, Intan & Hubby

2) What were you doing at 0800?
Kelam kabut nak pergi keje

3) What were you doing 30mnts ago?
Browsing the net and YM-ing with didie & faiez

4) What happened to you in 2006?
Hmmm... My life is soo eventful... Some of it i didn't even blog pon..

5) What was the last thing you said out loud?
Kecik nye screen nih?

6) How many beverages did you have today?
Iced Milo, Iced Tea and a tumbler of water.. Aku memang tong air

7) What colour is your hairbrush?
Black

8) What was the last thing you paid for?
Loh See Fun + Iced Tea (my lunch)

9) Where were you last night?
Nearby Subang Parade, wondering why people rushing out of the building

10) What colour is your front door?
Off White/creme

11) Where do you keep your change?
Pockets, Wallet & in my car

12) What's the weather like today?
Great.. sebab tak panas & hujan.. just the way i like it

13) What's the best ice-cream flavour?
Baskin's choc chip mint

14) What excites you?
Going holidays, trying new makan place, trying new things

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
I just did last week

16) Are you over the age of 25?
Only on paper.. I'm young at heart

17) Do you talk a lot?
Depends on my mood, sometimes I would just stay silent, but most of the time I am soo
'ramah tamah rumah'

18) Do you watch the O.C?
Nope

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
Steven Kuey Teow @ Uptown.. hehehehe

20) Do you make up your own words?
maybe...

21) Are you a jealous person?
dun think so

22) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'
Aleem

23) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'
K-Yoi

24) Who's the first person on your received call list?
A person who annoys me lately

25) What does the last text message you received say?
Bank in kan duit kat .............

26) Do you chew on your straw?
Nope.

27) Do you have curly hair?
Nope

28) Where's the next place you're going to?
S'pore end of this month.. Yippee

29) Who's the rudest person in your life?
I don't bother to remember their names.. hahaha

30) What was the last thing you ate?
Goreng pisang

31) Will you get married in the future?
Not in my agenda yet

32) What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
Beowulf was the only movie i watched for the past 2 weeks

33) Is there anyone you like right now?
hmmm... boley la kira ada.. buat geli2.. hahahahah

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
Last week kot.. lama dah tak masak/makan @ home

35) Are you currently depressed?
Nope

36) Did you cry today?
Nope

37) Why did you answer and post this?
Nothing else to do... :D

38) Tag 5 people who would do this survey
-Faiez
-Yasmin
-Lila
-Adzue
-K.Yan

Bad Hair Day

Yesterday was a very unlucky day for me, I went to basuh rambut around 5 o'clock because i need to submit photo for my visa. Thot of going to Kimarie@Taipan, but since it was raining and i couldn't get to park my car, i ended up going to another salon next to Sri Ayutthaya Restaurant in USJ 11. At first, everything seems ok, the lady was friendly. Since i only wanna wash my hair, i thot any salon will do. but the one I went yesterday is now definitely in my No-no list. And she charged me 32 bloody ringgit just for wash & blow and I don't like the way she did my hair.



Later, I drove to photoshop in Taipan and headed to Subang Parade with Alice n Intan. We reached there around 7 and while we stopped at the traffic light, we saw police car and fire brigade were there. And people were rushing out from the the building and the entrances to parking area were closed. And metro this morning explains it all. It happened that the management of the building received a phone call saying that there was a bomb going to explode in 2 hour time. It was a false alarm.



"Panggilan onar menyusah orang

Oleh Hadzlihady Hassan


SUBANG JAYA: Pengunjung dan peniaga yang berada di pusat beli-belah Subang Parade di sini, gempar seketika apabila dikejutkan dengan pengumuman mengenai bom yang didakwa dipasang dalam bangunan itu, semalam.Dalam kejadian jam 6.25 petang itu, pihak pengurusan menerima panggilan daripada seorang lelaki misteri yang memperkenalkan dirinya sebagai Ah Kau dan memaklumkan bangunan terbabit akan meletup dalam masa dua jam.



Bimbang dengan keselamatan orang ramai, pihak pengurusan segera menghubungi pihak polis untuk memaklumkan mengenai ancaman lelaki misteri terbabit.Ketua Balai Polis Subang Jaya, Cif Inspektor Sulaiman Baputty, ketika ditemui di lokasi kejadian berkata, polis bergegas ke pusat beli-belah itu sebaik menerima panggilan daripada pengurusannya.
"Kami mengosongkan seluruh bangunan dengan lebih 1,000 pelanggan dan peniaga berada di dalamnya ketika itu.



"Orang ramai bekerjasama dengan baik dan kami dapat mengosongkan bangunan tidak sampai setengah jam untuk membuat pemeriksaan," katanya.Menurutnya, selepas pemeriksaan dilakukan Unit Pemusnah Bom dan Unit Anjing Pengesan (K9), polis tidak menemui sebarang bahan letupan dan ternyata panggilan itu adalah palsu.Orang ramai dibenarkan memasuki semula pusat beli-belah itu kira-kira jam 9.30 malam selepas pemeriksaan polis tidak menemui sebarang bahan letupan.Kejadian itu turut menyebabkan kesesakan lalu lintas teruk di kawasan itu apabila laluan jalan SS16/1 ditutup"



Since our plan to go to Subang Parade was spoilt, we lead our way to Pan Bakery in SS15 to satisfy our hunger.. Hehehehe



Last month, this month and next month are going to be a very busy 'makan-makan' month because there are soo many staff leaving the company. Me included, but it is still a long way to go. 3 moths notice maaaa..



Here is some photo from the farewell lunches last week and yesterday..

Lelong.. Lelong.. Sapa Mau Sewa?

Went to collect my house key this morning. And i was supposed to collect my roadtax as well.. this month i am going to be super kopak. hahahahah... Some photos from my visit this morning.

What's going on

I have finally tendered my resignation. Yippee!!! Sooo many things have happened but i dun really have the mood to update this blog. Let's see..

My lovely and beautiful frens who just had their munchkins

Mommy Norish - Johan Ariff (dunno whether i got the spelling rite)

Mommy Sareque - Khalish Farril

Mommy Doya - Ryann Raouf

I was on intensive job seeking, takde la intensive sgt. I turned down a few invitation for interview coz i dun wanna waste my time attending interviews that i already knew could not offer me what i want. So i got my offer letter yesterday (the one and only interview that i attended) and tender my resignation just now. Hope I will learn and experience a lot of new things.

I am going to collect my house key tomorrow.. Yeay.. So if anybody interested to rent a place in D'Rimba Kota Damansara, please let me know ok. Since i will be relocated to else where, my plan to move to my new crib pon hancuss. I already selected colour to paint the house, sob..sob..

To those yang menunggu your house under construction, be sure that you have enuff cash once your house is ready. In my case, I have to pay almost 2K before i could take the key. They charge you for a few months maintenance fees(apartments/condo), outstanding interest (due to your financer late release of fund during the progress of the construction), access card for parking, electric and water connection etc. Hmmm, lom masuk nak pasang grille and luminaire lagi...

I am also selling off my furnitures and other things i have at my current house, handbags and many more. So frens, just let me know if u want anything. Need to clear everything by end of december.

No.G and I had our breakie @ Shangri-La KL on Deepavali. No.G teman pg interview actually, so since we arrived 1 hour early, terpaksa la breakfast kopi mahal.. :D

Sounds like Me?

Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTP)

Your personality type is optimistic, curious, enthusiastic, and open. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men. You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

What Kind of Guy Will I Fall For

What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?
	You would fall part for the geek. If you're looking for love, consider spending a little more time studying up in the library. To you, there's nothing more attractive than intelligence, shyness, and kindness; your future love may have four eyes and zero social skills, but he'll make up for it in brains and heart.
	You would fall part for the sensitive guy. You'll find your future man wherever turtlenecks are sold. He will have depth, introspection, and a disturbing knowledge of musical theatre. And he may be a little weird. But hey, while your girlfriends cry over broken hearts, you'll be having Shakespeare read to you every night.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Mr. Kitty @ Smelly Cat

Yesterday before i left house for work, there was a cat stranded at the window sill of my window that facing my entrance door. I was late for work, so i don't bother to get a closer look.. I was thinking that he might be able to find his way down/out of there...

So.. i go to work as usual, then went to Mydin after work and reached home sometime almost 7pm... and..... the cat was still there... God help me... how on earth did you get there Mr. Kitty.. I can't think of any possible way that he could end up at my window sill... there were no flat roof or any platform that he could jump from to get there.. Probably he fell down from upper floor..

I tried to get him out of there but failed. So I decided to buka puasa first then attend to Mr. Kitty later..

Rescue Mission 1

I was trying to reach Mr. Kitty see if i could get hold of any part of his body and pull him into the window - Failed

Complication- I can't open the window too wide or else Mr. Kitty won't have any ground to stand. And my window is grilled; my hands are 'tembam'; so i can't really get hold of Mr. Kitty.. However i managed to get myself a few scratches and bruise.. :D

I took a short break, thinking of any other way to save him... Meanwhile, i went to my kitchen trying to find something to feed Mr. Kitty. He must be hungry staying helplessly in that confine space since morning. Lucky him i have canned Tuna in Oil... Put the Tuna in a small plastic container, and let him eat before i could think of any other way...

Rescue Mission 2

I tried to get him to go into a shoe box (that i forced to get thru the grille). - Failed

Complication-By the time the box was out of the window, dah nak lunyai... lembik giler.. but i still try to persuade (i actually talked to Mr. Kitty) him to get into the box.. And i don't have the confidence that the box can hold Mr. Kitty's load.. So i gave up..

Rescue Mission 3

Using a plastic bag (not the plastic bag from kedai/pasar; more like a 'plastic paper bag') and i put some tuna in it... penat jugak la nak mengumpan dia masuk dlm plastic bag tu.. At last berjaya gak.. heheheheh

So selamat la Mr. Kitty.. Sikit lagi nak panggil bomba.. heheheh.. Before i let him go, bagi makan tuna lagi.. :D..

Lepas mission menyelamatkan Mr. Kitty terus teringat lagu nih:

Exploring The Taste

I luv cooking is not the right phrase for me.. but i enjoyed cooking... But that doesn't mean that i can cook great food tho.. And tak de la rajin masak jugak.. Kena ikut mood..Masak suka2 boley la.. :D, I remembered about 5 years back when i was filling forms to apply for my degree, I asked a fren;


Me : How if aku amek hot-cat instead of taking courses which is related to my dip?

Her: Ko giler ke apa? Klu suka sgt masak, tu dapur mak aku tu ada.. pg la belajar masak ngan dia

Frankly thinking my work experience in the field that i am working, i don't dare to switch to other field pon.. Plus all the financial commitment that i've made, lagi la..Terus terkubur niat aku... hahahhaha... Actually bukan suka masak la kot.. but i enjoyed seeing people sitting together, enjoying the food and having a great chat..


I like to try out recipes.. and creating one.. selalu nye when i cook i just based on what i've tasted. Macam buat experiment kat sekolah... klu this time buat rasa dia ada kurang pape, the next time i will ulter until it suits my taste bud.. Just make do of whatever i have in my kitchen.. It is interesting especially when u try to combine things from 2 sides of the world, and it ends up very delicious... and you'll be satisfied... more than satisfied i must say...


Most of my favourite dishes are very easy to prepare and using simple ingredients.. Kalau yang leceh2 tu mesti malas nak buat... That's why i like Jamie Oliver very much... He makes cooking fun.. It looks soo simple and easy.. :D


i believe to produce a tasty dish, it's not the recipe that matter, but the sincerity, passion and love you put in the process of preparing it.. That's why people say nothing beats mom's cooking. Because mom always prepare food with love and for the people she loves. No matter how simple the dishes are.


Whenever i went outstation, be it for work or leisure, i really wanted to try the local dishes but i guess being a muslim, i can't really explore the food as i wish.. I think everywhere on earth they shud have a halal food restaurant that serves the local dish. Baru la boley rasa food ikut cara the local have it... Ini tak, ada halal food tapi Arab's la... Turkish la... but not the 'country you went to' nyer local dishes.


When i went for a business trip to Senegal last 2 years, we were brought to a france restaurant a few times. And yes, they serve pork and definitely semua pon tak sembelih kalau pon ada ayam n daging.. and by right i can't even eat there sbb all the cutleries pon bercampur, but i don't have a choice.. So i ordered poisson(fish) all the time.. had enuff poisson when i was there.. Eventho Senegal is a muslim country with 95% of the population are muslim, I still have doubts in the food they served..


On our wayn back, our flight transit in Paris and i got a chance to jalan2.. My superior was already too tired because it was a packed schedule from the day we left, so he decided to go to slumberland and leave me to explore Paris by myself. Dengan map and one day pass ticket, i managed to get myself to most of the tourist attraction places and enjoyed the architecture of the city of romance. So dari 7am till midday berjalan, mesti la lapor kan.. :D.. so carik la dlm map halal restaurant, dalam map memang jumpa.. tapi kat atas tanah tak jumpa... dah naik lembik dah berjalan.. Last2 i bought 2 pieces of plain croissant. Maybe aku yg bodo tak reti baca map.. hahahahaha

Okey la, enuff of all the merabanz

I Need A Job

Since my company announced about relocating our office and staff last Tuesday, everybody in my office seem to be kelam kabut and tak tentu arah. All they talk about since then was about getting a new job. But i guess some of them were talking too much compared to the action they took to overcome whatever they have in mind.

As for me, I've been seeking for a better apportunity months ago. Before the rumours even break. But probably with the current condition, instead of putting 100% of effort, i need to put 120%. The whole admin and accounts department will be based in Sg. Besi and people from Technical, Commercial & Contracts Dept. will be relocated to the project location the person is incharged on or to Bahrain or Abu Dhabi. Me? My Kemaman Project is completed, and i currently assist on overseas projects. But what i heard from my keypochee boss (singa betina @ obachan) the company will send me to JB project, but nothing is final yet.

But I dun think I would be happy to work for that project; firstly, it's a housing project and i dun think it's challenging enuff for me because i've done it before. 2ndly, I just don't wanna stay in JB.. :D. What i need is a fresh new environment and different scope of work so i could have something new to learn.

When an Insomniac Dreams...

Me having problem to sleep is not a new thing. Yes I think I am an insomniac. Before I go to work today, I only had less than 2 hrs sleep. I don't feel sleepy nor tired. Being awake for more than 36 hours is not a problem. I've tried to see a doctor before, she gave me anti anxiety but that didn't work. When you go to doctor saying that you are having sleeping disorder do expect these questions
- Do you smoke?
- Do you have any problems at work bothering you?
- Do you have family problems?
- Do you see things? (Imaginary stuff)
- And all sorts of questions that makes you think 'Are you trying to say that I am insane?' and I almost say this to the Dr:'You wanna know what's bothering me? Your questions'... hahahahha

But i do have my 'shut down' days; normally twice or three times in a fortnight. It's when i fall asleep around 10pm and wake up at 8am the next morning or sleep late and wake up late. I only need 8 full hours of sleep for the shut down.. My normal sleeping time is 3.5-5 hours; quality sleep. I am a deep sleeper even the hour might be a little shorter than normal people.

According to science, sleep is catagorize in 4 diff stages.
1- Between wakefulness and sleeping (last between 1-7min), mind and body active and busy, short term memory being used
2- Light sleep, mind and bosy calm and relax, long term memory activated, learning is easy and rapid.
3- Sleep (About 20 min after 1st falling asleep), a state of deep relaxation, high creativity and insight, su-conscious mind accessible.
4- Deep Sleep, Sleeping, minimum brain activity.

People normally dreams approximately 3-4 times a nite and we will remember a dream that occurs during REM (Rapid Eye Movement;60-90min interval). Well that explained why I always say I don't normally dream during my sleep, maybe i just didn't remember. And not being able to have enuff sleep must has given me less REM; which is not good. Because lack of REM can cause illness and premature ageing - that's why people have a term 'beauty sleep'. Harvard medical school also conduct a study that says we are not only capable to be an actor in our dreams, we can also be the director. Which I do agree, because sometimes i did decide how i want my dream to be.

For me dreams are like a reminder or a warning, minus all the merepek mimpi such as kereta terbang or being in the wonderland where everything around you can talk.. I normally realize the message of my dream after the 'thing' has happen. Not that i could avoid it from happening but at least i could prepare myself, because most of the time it was a sad thing.

Well.. well.. well... However, when you dreamt of something, related, 2 nites in a row (macam tengok citer series kat TV, boley sambung2).. It's kinda freaky.. hmmm.. I had those kind of dreams last week.. Frankly, i dun feel good about it. Let's just wait and see.. Whatever it is, things happen for reason and it's from God.